Nothing feel this bad when you make your love one sad. What can i say. I make my girl sad again. She keep saying that I am good enough for her but I know myself I am not good enough. So funny, by typing this down, my tears just start to flow. Let's continue. I always want my girl to be the happiest girl in the world, I believe all the guys want their girl to be as well. Sadly I can't. I am a very perfect guy that is imperfect. Can't provide my girl what she want. Suddenly find out that for a guy to find a girlfriend you need to have all this.
No 1.
1. Cash
2. Car
3. Time
4. Patient
5. Willingness
6. Good looking
7. Do what she want you to do
A perfect boyfriend must be like this rainbow. Colourful. As i mention, I am a imperfect guy cause I did not hit a single criterial.
Sometimes, I wish
1) I got CASH so that I can buy you what you like.
2) I got Car so that I can find you all the time and you don't need to fight with your parent with this topic.
3) I got TIME for you whenever you need me.
4) I got PATIENT to listen to you so that we don't always fight.
5) I more WILLING to go for the extra mile for you.
6) I wish... I am happy with my LOOKS.
7) Be the MAN that she wants.
She always say all these doesn't matter to her. But I feel if I have all the above isit will be better for both of us?
But I still thank God for who I am today. For now, I just need God to be at the center of my heart. Love really hurt. What a 2014.
Now this song is best to describe me.
Relink .
15 years ago
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