I am just tired and burn out.

Currently enrolling in NTU Mechanical Engineering is something I look forward before I enrolling. However the day when the school start. my worst nightmare have just began. Work load keep adding and the teaching style does not fit me as well. I feel that this place is not belowing to me.

I thought I have found my support in my life. However, I feel that I am the want keep supporting and get nothing in return. Just feel that I can't give her what she wants and she just can't give me what I want. I know she loves me. I love her to. However, we are just different. I always wanted to be myself. However, in a relationship only one can be themselves. I decided let her be. I will change cause of her. I willing to do it. Cause I know she is not willing if I be myself. I always wanted to be myself have my own opinion, but alwas end up with angier all the time. She wants people to listen to her, but she doesn't want to listen to others. In her eyes, is there others? or is it the world just revolve around her?

If one day she decided to leave me, will I willing to let her go? Am I in a wrong relationship?

GOD OF MY FOREVER (Lyrical Video)

This song never fail to touch my heart.

Everything I do is what the song have said.

The reason I stay, the reason I can pull through.

No matter how people see me or treat me, I will always still love God and his people.

People may not agree or some may come againest me. Cause it doesn't matter to me at all.

All it's matter is at the end of the day God you will say "well done my great and faithful survent."



God, I have given my youth. You called me and took me over.

Your love have seen me through. Your grace had brought me where I am today.

I lay down on your altar, tell the world the what you had done for me.