Is the third day I make her cry again. My whole intention is to make her happy but end up to be a sad story. Sometimes I really think I am really not the guy that make her happy. But if you ask me do I love her. I will say I do. But I am a guy that can't bring happiness to her. What is the point? When two people are together, they suppose to be happy. Yes there always be ups and downs. But seems like if this dirk decided to hold my hand and walk with me, there will be only downs. And is really heart breaking for me and I believe for you too. Sorry for not good with my words. My English not that good. But I will work hard on it. At the mean time, you can keep a look out. I know you don't wan to hear this. But if you want to let go your hold on me I will not blame you. I only can blame myself. You able to tolerate me with 4 mth is a big miracle already. Time spend with you always so good and desirable. Thanks for choosing me rather than other guys. I also don't know why you choose me. Like you rather take a stone then silver and gold. Maybe you mistake me as silver when I am just a stone. See wrongly.
If you don't want cry anymore let me know. I will grant your wish. Cause I don't want you shade a tears cays of me anymore. Totally not worth it. Should find someone willing to treasure more than me . Understand you more than me. Able to communicate better than me. Sorry if I let you down.
Really in love with this girl!
