Problems

Whao0o.. Very long never blog already. Think i really have no one look to that why type it over here. Really been a tiring day for me this week. Everyday study and drama. I really want to do well in everything i do. But i cannot multi-task. God you know i already need your strength and wisdom to guild me through. Without you I really don't know how bad I can do and how horrible i am. Sometimes I really think its not my fault and i don't want to fight or quarrel with people. Cause i don't want to make things worst and I know end up is I wrong. Every times  I got problem AMBER TAN XIAO FEN will be there for me. Now, you are not here with me, there is no want i can really trust and rely on. Do you know every times i miss you or think of you, I will go the your Facebook and look through all your picture. And all, i cannot hold my tears and cry. I really don't know why but tears just flow out of my eyes. I cannot stop them whenever i think of you. Even now, i writing this post, i also crying and typing. But i know, you go indo is for good. they really need you there and I believe you will do greater things there. But you know my heart I want you to stay. Had to stop here. If not i want cry more...