Today spend my whole day studying.. What a tiring and a boring day for me. But I have to hold on cause I want to score well.. I want to be the head and salt of the earth light of the world. Cause God say I will be and faith without work is dead.. Therefore I am working hard. Haha.. Wish I never let God down. :) study till 5am and went running after that.. Think a lot of things. Wish i can be a bettet person after all the prayer.. Haha.. After my run I don't feel tired anymore however I feel warm up for a greater challenge. :) think I ready to battle for God. :) actually want to meet Seow ting and fellowship with her. But in the end nv.. Cause she went to find refreshment. So end up I meet up with ting huan and she's so awesome : ) Haha. Think I really have no spiritual leader to look to so think this blog will be my listening ear!! Muhaha.. Ok.. Think got to sleep Tmr got cg. Night sweet dream and love you guys out there!! -.- lame.

Problems

Whao0o.. Very long never blog already. Think i really have no one look to that why type it over here. Really been a tiring day for me this week. Everyday study and drama. I really want to do well in everything i do. But i cannot multi-task. God you know i already need your strength and wisdom to guild me through. Without you I really don't know how bad I can do and how horrible i am. Sometimes I really think its not my fault and i don't want to fight or quarrel with people. Cause i don't want to make things worst and I know end up is I wrong. Every times  I got problem AMBER TAN XIAO FEN will be there for me. Now, you are not here with me, there is no want i can really trust and rely on. Do you know every times i miss you or think of you, I will go the your Facebook and look through all your picture. And all, i cannot hold my tears and cry. I really don't know why but tears just flow out of my eyes. I cannot stop them whenever i think of you. Even now, i writing this post, i also crying and typing. But i know, you go indo is for good. they really need you there and I believe you will do greater things there. But you know my heart I want you to stay. Had to stop here. If not i want cry more...